The other day, I was driving and I heard a song that used to be one of my favorites. It’s called “East to West” by Casting Crowns. If you aren’t familiar with it, here are some of the lyrics:
“Here I am Lord and I’m drowning
In Your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don’t want to end up where You found me
And it echoes in my mind
Keeps me awake tonight
I know You’ve cast my sin as far
As the East is from the West
And I stand before You now
As though I’ve never sinned
But today I feel like I’m just one mistake away
From You leaving me this way
Jesus, can You show me just how far the East is from the West?
Cause I can’t bear to see the man I’ve been
Rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
You know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other”
This song references Psalm 103:12, which says, “As far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us.”
Here’s a little backstory about why I love this song.
I started following Christ around age 13 and as I grew in my faith, I also grew in awareness of my sin. When the song came out, it was still early in my faith journey. The first time I heard the song, it shook me to the core.
As a new Christian, I felt stuck in a cycle of sin and shame. I wanted to honor God with my actions but I constantly found myself falling short. This song described my struggle perfectly. I felt like I was “one mistake away” from God giving up on me.
Through my struggle, the chorus of this song became my prayer and my plea: “Lord, I know that you’ve forgiven me for my sins and have removed them as far as the east is from the west. Please show me how far the east is from the west!”
Around that time, I heard a teacher describe why it’s significant that this verse uses “east” and “west” and not “north” and “south.” He said, if you look at a globe, you can see that the north and south meet at the poles. But you can go continually east without ever finding “west.” The east and west never meet.
When we repent and put our faith in Christ, that’s how far our sin is removed from us. As far as the east is from the west – two opposite directions that never meet.
I understood this logically, but I still didn’t feel forgiven, so I continued to pray.
I don’t know how long I prayed for God to show me just how far the east is from the west. But what I do know is that, at some point, He did.
As I listened to this song the other day and sang the familiar lyrics, I realized that it didn’t resonate with me in the same way. I still love the song, but I no longer feel the desperate need for God to reveal how far He’s removed my sin from me.
Today, I know that I am forgiven. I am no longer trapped in a cycle of sin and shame. God has shown me how far He’s removed my transgressions from me – and I am forever grateful!
When we put our trust in the sacrifice of Jesus on the cross, we are forgiven and made righteous before God. Our sin is removed as far as the “east is from the west.” When God looks at us, He sees righteousness. He sees Jesus!
This truth is a reason to rejoice today!
If you’re struggling with feelings of shame, I encourage you to bring those struggles to the Lord and allow Him to show you just how far the east is from the west.
Mandy manages CFC’s social media presence. She started attending CFC in 2016. Mandy also serves on the Writing and Research Team for the Women’s Ministry and as a preschool teacher for Community Kids. She is grateful for the opportunity to combine her love of content creation with her desire to serve the Lord. Mandy lives in Lancaster with her husband, Ben, and their three girls: Elyse, Evelyn, and Ella.